present

u start living in the present, once u lose the need to analyze the past.

the mind has been going back to the past more and more..distant distant way distant past. many unanswered questions got answers, and then as usual, the mind asks  for more....more questions ..more answers..more more more ......it is insatiable in  its need for  knowledge. its unbending this need for understanding.

Somewhere it stuck, that the need of the mind to seek understanding, is just another ploy of the mind to seek drama, cause it cannot survive even a minute without drama.. seeking answers is an excuse for seeking drama.

once this is clear, only one course of action remains...strike down the questions, before u get caught in the volley of questions. remind your mind that it is drama that is seeking, nothing else.

with time, perhaps the mind will learn not to seek drama. and then maybe just maybe the mind will be finally free.