Just tell me

just tell me
if you caress her face,
before you
make love to her?

do you, cup her face,
between your huge hands,
stare deep into her eyes,
soulfully, unblinkingly,
with that same lingering gaze,
that had always made me
your prisoner,
again and again
each and every time
we made love.
do you give her
the same smile,
the very same words
coated in the same
soft silken whispers?
would I be prying,
if i ask you
whether
it sends
her in a tizzy too,
like it did me
all those years?
do you, dear,
remember me
whenever you see her
in your marital bed?
Do you,
please, tell me please,
do you?
Oh! !stupid crazy love,
that it doesn't want you!
all it wants
is for you
to remember us
whenever you feel love!