the familiar feeling is settling on me again.
i m alone, nobody to talk to, nothing to do, or at least nothing taht i want to do, nothing to think, and no people online to chat with..absolutely nothing .............formerly i used to dread these occasions. today somehow there is a breakthrough. i realise that what i call boredom is nothing but bliss..tis actually freedom. freedom from teh need to engage in some activity, any activity mindless or useful. its freedom from everything ...current and future worries. problems, irritations, hopes, aspirations..its...its..... an emptiness.
what ive had been dreading al along, is also what i had always been searching all along..bliss, that is. and to think that i did not recognise it, when i first saw it...
i try to figure how i feel when im feeling empty. strangely, what comes to mind is the south indian dish idli...a fermented idli without the chatni..ive always felt idli has no specific taste..its not sweet, its not sour, not spicy, not pungent...its just idli.. and thats what bliss is all too. bliss is idli.
hope the learning remains with me!
i m alone, nobody to talk to, nothing to do, or at least nothing taht i want to do, nothing to think, and no people online to chat with..absolutely nothing .............formerly i used to dread these occasions. today somehow there is a breakthrough. i realise that what i call boredom is nothing but bliss..tis actually freedom. freedom from teh need to engage in some activity, any activity mindless or useful. its freedom from everything ...current and future worries. problems, irritations, hopes, aspirations..its...its..... an emptiness.
what ive had been dreading al along, is also what i had always been searching all along..bliss, that is. and to think that i did not recognise it, when i first saw it...
i try to figure how i feel when im feeling empty. strangely, what comes to mind is the south indian dish idli...a fermented idli without the chatni..ive always felt idli has no specific taste..its not sweet, its not sour, not spicy, not pungent...its just idli.. and thats what bliss is all too. bliss is idli.
hope the learning remains with me!
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