Vigils

When nothing is really wrong
And nothing is too right either
When you want to wisely hold on
But also wish to smoulder

You are afraid of breaking hearts
But  can also hear you heart break
Is this the right feeling, that's taking over
Or is it just another trying fake

What's the right action, is it inaction?
Will  doing nothing, make it go away,
Or should the crazy thoughts be vocalised,
What is the most silent safe sane way??

Morose, listless, despair
the minutes of the days just go on
Nobody knows enough to know,
Nobody sees anything wrong.

Oh selfesteem, what your worth,
Why do you seek an alien eye,
Can't you know, you need no other,
You are your own guy.

So this too will pass,
And   there will  be sunshine instead,
Ah, all i need to really really do
Is to keep up the vigil for ahead.